Thursday, September 17, 2009

WITHOUT YOU..LOSER


this year i have been through a long and rough year..so much so..this year i end up losing my bf to a b**** ive known during my practical..bukan main rapat gan i tp dalam diam minat laki org..so its ok..i xkisah pun. u ambiklah dia i xnak..10 i boleh cari laki mcm dia..the good news is that i yg tinggalkan dia, bukan dia yg tinggalkan i ...so i dont feel bad about it..Allah nak tunjuk kat kita, that guy is not worth it..you deserve so much better..


i can sense that my relationship is on fire..because masa birthday i that guy buat hal gan i..so dari situ you dapat tau something is wrong..its normal when something is wrong you started to blame everything including me...die blame i for a many reason that is not making any sense:



  • you xpenah respect i depan member you

  • you suke bazir duit beli barang yang xperlu

  • you xpenah nak faham i,asyik i je yg nak kena faham u

  • and so many more ..

if all that things come out from his mouth..the good things i done for him,xde plak keluar dari mulut dia..sedih coz relationship goes to the drain because of all my fault..i can name a few good things i have done for you, Akmanezam Rahman:



  • i bought you a laptop using my money..and u still using it jackass

  • our maxis line..i pay half of it..(my part)

  • bila u susah,sape tolong you????(bila susah minta tolong mcm nak mati)

  • when your car break down sape ambik you and hantar g keje???bukan i ke???gf baru u tu pela sgt

  • sape yg masak and bg u mkn??

  • sape ambik you masa new year eve??gan jam nye...i redah jugak kan...

  • sape yg tolong you selama ni????????????????????????

  • half of your clothes, sape yg beli????sape????bukan aku ke??

kebaikan orang xnmpak, you hanya nampak keburukan orang tu,thats nature, HUMAN....xpena lepas dari buat silap..


i kecewa gan you sangat2...but what the hell..i can live WITHOUT YOU..i have friends that Care more than you do, can HELP me more, i DONT NEED you in mylife..GO TO HELLL...(sgt mara and tension)...i have spy everywhere and i have the latest news of that guy..recently..he bring his new GF shopping raya..pergi MARK N SPENCER..masa i couple gan dia xpenah plak bawak i shopping kat sana, bwak aku g FOS je..nmpak sgt dia da de affair dengan BITCH tu..sakitnya hati..(masa nak shopping kat situ alasan dia is that mahal la sayang kat situ, i xde bajet..)as if u were in my shoes..how do you feel??


enough about that LOSER, like i said i can live WITHOUT you..And now i have a new crush..(malu lah)coz im afraid to find new love,semua laki mulut manis..tapi i takut dia da de gf eventhough status die SINGLE...takut cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan..i let it for while..if xde perubahan, i kena lupakan you..


we can sense if that guy actually interested in you or not..i sense that this guy is normal..maybe dia anggap i as kawan je kut..by i must say i love everything you did for me...eventhough xbyk, but its enough to have the memory with you..i think you know who you are...i like you so muchhh..and who knows..it can turn like into LOVE..

enough for now..i will update more to release evrything inside me..love u guys

XoXo

gossip girl..(hahaha)
syikin mohd noor

greetings to you..

helo..wow i can see all sort of things in blog..hahahaa..im still new in blogging but i try to make my blog more interesting..i was inspired by nadiah's blog, sarah, syida and farah sofia..and i can see that blogging is the way to express your feelings..and i have a lot of feelings, "jiwa kacau" in me..i know you mesti fikir "blogging ni kan da lama".. i know tp sekarang baru i terfikir utk blog..hope you can share ideas with me or guide me to make the blog more interesting..till now..


good nite and sweeet dreams